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 Post subject: Am I gay or not?
Unread postPosted: 30th January, 2017, 7:59 am 
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So I go to an all boys school. I don't usually get boners in class and I'm extremely attracted to females. Like Sophie turner, Emilia Clarke. They are just perfect. But I am also just not completely attracted to the thought of having sex with them. I more just love the way they look, they dress or their hair. Im not crazy for boobs ( buts are awesome though ), but when I think about guys, I get really into it. I find I would rather give a blowjob to a guy than eat out a girl.

Whenever I watch gay porn, I usually dislike it because of the guys in it or because of bad the quality is, but when I come across a good one it's like heaven. When I watch porn with girls in it, I try and finish before they take their clothes off because their naked bodies turn me off.

One of my biggest sexual fantasies is me and this guy I like putting on makeup and making out. I have some sort of attraction to makeup and I really want to use it but my mum hates makeup so there is never any in the house for me to use while I'm alone.

Without porn it's easier for me to get hard thinking of a guy than a girl. I always just thought that because of how I spend all my time around guys so I can picture them better but I doubt that's it.

I always try to give myself blowjobs but I can only ever get the tip, which saddens me because I really enjoy that little taste. I also keep trying my cum even though each time I dislike it. I always wanna finger my ass aswell as the thought makes me so hard but I don't get much pleasure from it.

I think this would lead to most people thinking I'm gay, I've never told anyone any of this before. This is actually the first time I'm accept g some of the facts but I truly think that I'm also extremely attracted to females.


  
 
 Post subject: Re: Am I gay or not?
Unread postPosted: 30th January, 2017, 8:17 am 
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lol flashbacks to me @14 years old.
Anyways welcome to the forum Joey! What you're currently going through is absolutely normal, you're only fifteen and finding out your sexuality can be quite a long process, I mean 6 months ago I thought I was straight. You definitely don't need to rush and put labels on your sexuality but if i were to have a guess I'd probably say you're bisexual (I think you already knew this and perhaps writing it down is a way of accepting it xD.) As for your uhh sexual curiosities, I'm genuinely impressed you can actually reach the tip, for most people that would require the removal of some ribs. In regards to the fingering, you'll have to ask one of our experts: Vortex or Scottnesss

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 Post subject: Re: Am I gay or not?
Unread postPosted: 30th January, 2017, 8:18 am 
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Bisexuality.


  
 
 Post subject: Re: Am I gay or not?
Unread postPosted: 31st January, 2017, 12:37 pm 
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Id say gay or maybe bisexual, a lot of what you said about girls I felt too to a lesser degree when I was about 15 and wrestling with my sexuality. I had been so ingrained to find the concept a woman attractive that I could still get off over (albeit with some difficulty) them per say, but found them sexually utterly unattractive. One can still find women beautiful but not sexually appealing, just as I find men I'm not into. Maybe its just 'cus I'm an artist who thinks too much and does portraiture, but for me there is a huge difference between pure sexual attraction and a more objective physical attraction, in that I would find someone in the latter category, boy or girl, still amazingly good looking, but could feel next to none of the former.

But as said above, finding out what your sexuality is takes time and I wouldn't be too hasty to put a label on it.


  
 
 Post subject: Re: Am I gay or not?
Unread postPosted: 1st February, 2017, 10:55 am 
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I had mixed feelings towards guys and girls up until i was around 14 years old, and then it became mostly guys. Everyone likes the way girls look, they're pretty, but its important to distinguish attraction and admiration (not to deny you're attracted to them, but keep it in mind) :keke:


  
 
 Post subject: Re: Am I gay or not?
Unread postPosted: 1st February, 2017, 9:42 pm 
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i would say Bi. However you might just feel the need of a label, give yourself some time and you will know it yourself!
Plus it escalated quickly in the end!


  
 
 Post subject: Re: Am I gay or not?
Unread postPosted: 3rd February, 2017, 10:40 am 
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lol flashbacks to me @14 years old.
Anyways welcome to the forum Joey! What you're currently going through is absolutely normal, you're only fifteen and finding out your sexuality can be quite a long process, I mean 6 months ago I thought I was straight. You definitely don't need to rush and put labels on your sexuality but if i were to have a guess I'd probably say you're bisexual (I think you already knew this and perhaps writing it down is a way of accepting it xD.) As for your uhh sexual curiosities, I'm genuinely impressed you can actually reach the tip, for most people that would require the removal of some ribs. In regards to the fingering, you'll have to ask one of our experts: Vortex or Scottnesss


The levels of slander and libel in this statement is unfathomable! :seb:


  
 
 Post subject: Re: Am I gay or not?
Unread postPosted: 24th February, 2017, 4:45 pm 
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No need to get attracted by every man, if you feel attracted to at least one you're gay (or bi)

Welcome to the gay world!


  
 
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